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[07 Nov 2009|07:40pm]

foreverisyou

1.Your Name: Bridget
2. Your Partner's Name: Jamin
3. Your Age: 21
4. Their Age: 27

5. How long have you two been together: 3 1/2 months 
6. How did you two meet: Through an online dating site
7. Do you see yourself marrying this person: Yes :-)
8. Tell us a romantic story: Not long after the first time we'd said we loved each other, I asked him when he knew he loved me, this was his reply "I suspected it the day after meeting you, knew it when your number mysteriously reappeared on my phone (we lost contact for a little while due to distance), and wanted to say it since the 1st time you stayed with me."
9. Tell us a funny story: After our first date together I was a fair bit disappointed because it hadn't appeared like he'd been interested in many anything more than a friend. My fears seemed later  that day to be confirmed when I got a text from him asking if I wanted to hear his honest opinion of how the date went. If you were in my shoes, you'd surely of thought that same thing!! So of course I replied saying I did, and just as I opened the text my phone died! As in for good!! It was SO frustrating. I luckily managed to catch him on msn later where he told me his text said "I was pretty much babbling like an idiot the whole time because you totally blew me away. Sorry for being a freak, it's true though :S" And because I hadn't replied to him he was pretty worried himself. I found out later that after our first date he'd told his grandma and his father that he'd though he'd met the girl he was going to marry! Aww
10. What is your song: Stolen by dashboard confessional
11. How does your significant other make you feel: Everything in my world seems right when I am with him. I have never felt so safe, loved, happy and appreciated in my life. I feel like I've finally got my happily ever after.
12. How did you find [info]themoreiloveyou? I just searched 'true love'
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[08 Aug 2009|09:54pm]

mollyislykradx0
1. Your Name: Molly
2. Your Partner's Name: Jeremy
3. Your Age: 18
4. Their Age: 18

5. How long have you two been together: 3 years
6. How did you two meet: My best friend dated him in 8th grade and we became best friends
7. Do you see yourself marrying this person: Yes!!
8. Tell us a romantic story: We were just watching Moulin Rouge one day at my house and at the end of the movie he looked at me and said "Every day I realize how much more I care for you. And I can't imagine not having you in my life." I walked him to the door later that night to say goodnight and he pulled me out into the rain, picked me up, spun me and gave me a long romantic kiss and told me he loved me. It made me cry like a baby :)
9. Tell us a funny story: We used to collect bottle caps every month from the milk jugs at school to compete to get our anniversary date on it. We'd run into the cafeteria and wrestle for them :)
10. What is your song: Dark Blue by Jacks Mannequin, Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol and Best Days by Matt White
11. How does your significant other make you feel: He makes me feel like I can be my complete self, he makes me feel completely comfy in my skin, beautiful with no makeup on, he makes me feel hilarious, he makes me feel important and he gives me constant butterflies in my stomach whenever he looks in my eyes

12. How did you find [info]themoreiloveyou? I just searched 'love'



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Nikki and Mathew [14 Oct 2008|06:14pm]

nicolelove81
1. Your Name: Nicole
2. Your Partner's Name: Mathew
3. Your Age: 27
4. Their Age: 87

5. How long have you two been together: 8 months
6. How did you two meet: we actully met on myspace. I had just moved to Florida and I NEVER answered emails from people I dont know. For some reason I answered his. We talked all night. It felt like I knew him. I met him 2 days later we have been together ever since.We now have an apartment together. It may seem quick or weird to some, but I believe everything happens for a reason.
7. Do you see yourself marrying this person: Yes I do.
8. Tell us a romantic story: He's from Chicago. He took me home to meet his mom. He has never taken a girl home to meet his mom before. We got a hotel room ordered in and just watched movies. I loved it. We are both really busy so it was good.
9. Tell us a funny story: ok this might seem not funny to some but i find it hilarious. I got TRASHED one night when we werent together for that long. I usually dont get that drunk. I got a ride to his house and I started a fight with him. So he was driving me home. I screamed take me home right now! he said look to your right. There was my house! I sobered up instantly, and we drove back to his house. Stupid fight but looking back my stupid drunkness was funny
10. What is your song: Mary J and Method+all i need
11. How does your significant other make you feel: SAFE and SECURE. I know he will never let no one hurt me and he will always take care of me. I do alot myself I just mean if I need him hes there.

12. How did you find
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I do it for love.... [21 Apr 2008|07:38pm]

nachzes
[ mood | happy ]

Your Name: Jennifer (though I like "Jenniphyr" better; I'm a "weird name" person...)
Your Partner's Name: Camden
Your Age: 18 (though I teasingly call myself 16 years, 24 months old)
Their Age: 17 (he'll be 18 on Halloween)

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How long have you two been together: One year, two months, and 19 days. Not that I'm counting, or anything.... (Hah! As if! We celebrated "weekly" anniversaries for the first month, then monthly after that, but now we are limited to yearly. Le sigh. Also, surprisingly, I implemented this rule, not him. And only because continuing to officially celebrate the months after a year sounded just the slightest bit silly.)

How did you two meet: He sat across from me in my AP Biology class last year (my grade eleven/junior year), and it just...developed from there. We were good friends for a while, and though I was still staunchly protective of my single status (I'd never dated, and was firmly set that I wasn't going to do so until I was finished university), it was a step for me to be friends with him (I haven't had male friends since grade school). Then, in February, after both of us having nursed crushes for some time, I announced my crush on him at lunch (in the middle of our group of friends, calling him "oblivious!Cam"), and my friend demanded whether I should stock up on "lost love" songs, or whether he was going to take me out to a movie that night. He chose the movie route, and we've been together ever since.

Do you see yourself marrying this person: I've seen us as being together forever for a long time. I've been wearing a "promise ring" for almost a year now, and he's made one down payment on an engagement ring.

Tell us a romantic story: Maybe it doesn't sound like much...and it's not really a story, but...when we had first started going out, his dad was driving me home from Cam's house (Cam always comes along on these rides), and we were holding hands. And I remember that I'd look up into his eyes, and the LOOK I'd see there -- the pure love -- just overwhelmed me so much and all I could do was blush and glance down, only to chance a glance up again to check, to make sure, that it was really me he was looking at; and to give him back a look of love of my own.

Tell us a funny story: When I didn't get Easter chocolate last year because of my sister's low-fat diet, and so Cam (who doesn't celebrate Easter) bought me TONNES of chocolate. (Yeah. Umm...a lot of our "funny stories" involve inside jokes that don't sound quite so funny when I write them down. Hmm.)

What is your song: 'Chasing Cars' by Snow Patrol. (We do have many others which embody the spirit of our relationship, but this is the very first song that struck me as symbolic of "Us", which is why I'm stuck with it for over a year now as our major theme song.)

How does your significant other make you feel: Sometimes I'll just be standing somewhere, doing nothing or something -- it really doesn't matter -- and I'll get this stupid, face-cracking, eye-sparkling, uncontrollable giddy grin on my face because a thought of him invaded my mind. His procrastination and single-mindedness (focused on me, infuriatingly enough) madden me, but they're also some of his best traits sometimes. He makes me feel safe, and calm, and happy, and loved, and WORTH something. And I've gotta say: it's the best feeling in the world.

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How did you find themoreiloveyou? Ah, interest searches are wonderful things, aren't they...?
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[09 Feb 2008|10:05am]

absenttuesday
1. Your Name: Matt
2. Your Partner's Name: Ali
3. Your Age: 20
4. Their Age: 16

5. How long have you two been together: A little Over nine months

6. How did you two meet:
I was browsing people who listened to Fall of troy on myspace (lame me) and she just so happened to live in a neighboring town, so I decided to send her a message laying out in full detail that I wasn't creep, but this was almost two years ago, so it probably seemed as so. But she was incredibly cool about the fact that I was older than her by 4 years. But after a few months of talking to each other via myspace and LJ we decided to meet up. She was playing for a football game with her school band and came off the bleachers at half time, we spoke very briefly and she was being pulled away by her friends.... it was almost discouraging. But I left humbly and proceeded to speak with her via AIM, and eventually I moved into the same town, and on my first day there, I asked her to hang out, we went to Ihop and took pictures, and that is how our friendship began.... but I already knew I was in love with her.

7. Do you see yourself marrying this person:
Eventually, someday

8. Tell us a romantic story:
It was her birthday and coincidently the beginning of our relationship. We were at this really odd beach in an old decrepit beach house thing, but it was still nice believe it or not. But I had painted her a little picture, and wrote a little story to go along with it, I was very nervous about giving it to her, but I mustered up the courage and gave it to her. The painting was of a seed buried deep in the ground. The seed was our relationship and in order to grow it needed involvement from both parties (Earth and Sun/sky) equally. I thought it was lame, but she thought it was incredibly thoughtful and wonderful, and now it is hanging in her room.

9. Tell us a funny story:
Before we were dating, I had her over to watch a couple of movies, but we eventaully started talking through them, and the night before I hadn't slept, I maybe got 2 hours, but I still wanted to hang out with her. So right in the middle of my sentence I just dozed off, I was incredibly nervous that it would make me look like an asshole, but she laughed her ass off and ever since  has made fun of me for it.

10. What is your song:
There are several I don't think we have a definite "song", but here are a couple I think that do a good job Fall of troy- Oh! The Casino, Relient K- The Best Thing, and Eisley- Combinations, but there must be several others

11. How does your significant other make you feel:
Amazing, eternal, like nothing could ever harm me, its the most amazing feeling I could ever feel and never describe it to the fullest extent, I could never give any justice through words.

12. How did you find themoreiloveyou?
I just searched cute couples, and this is the first thing that came up.

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My introdution. :) [05 Feb 2008|04:18pm]

nowsheshines
1. Your Name: Leslie
2. Your Partner's Name: Robert
3. Your Age: 27
4. Their Age: 32

5. How long have you two been together: We celebrated our one year anniversary on the 13th of January.
6. How did you two meet: He started dating a friend of mine he met on myspace. I added him as a friend on myspace after she showed me his profile and I laughed my butt off at a rant he did about the show, "Lost". We started corresponding via myspace for a while. I was 9 months pregnant at the time, so I definitely wasn't looking for love actively. I was married, my husband and I were always on the outs but were trying to keep it together. Robert went out with a friend and I met him at karaoke a few weeks after my daughter was born. We connected immediately on a friends level. My friend dumped him because she decided she wanted to go out with someone else and he was pretty upset, so I ended up comforting him on the phone the night he got dumped. I fully intended to stay friends with him but my other friends wanted to 'blacklist' him, and not allow him to hang out anymore even though she was the one who did the dumping. I disagreed with this. So did Robert. He was told by my friend to stay away from me. I ended up losing most of these friends because I thought this was all crazy. Robert and I started hanging out at karaoke together, since we both ended up being put on the outside by the same group of people. I confided in him my worries about my marriage and how I wanted out and he was a great encouragement to give it the best try I could give, which I did. But it was to no avail. Eventually, we both realized that I was needing to get out of that relationship and he wanted to finally go for something he wanted and we kissed on January 13, 2007 and never looked back. I separated from my husband (divorce is in the works) and Robert and I moved in together in June 2007. He is wonderful with my kids and my best friend and I am the happiest I've ever been in my life. He kept me together during some of the hardest times ever (my daughter had open heart surgery at 4 months, so I would not have survived that without him!) and I know that I'm meant to be with him for the rest of my life.
7. Do you see yourself marrying this person: Absolutely, as soon as all the technical stuff is out of the way, we can work towards getting to that level. Right now, we are happy being us.
8. Tell us a romantic story: Our first kiss was amazing. It was at the beach at night. We were sitting there talking about how we both felt like each other's best friends and honestly, I knew I was in love with him at that point. I laid my head in his lap and we looked at the stars and he leaned over and kissed me the best first kiss I've ever had. I was kinda upside down so we call it our "Spiderman Kiss". Yeah, we are geeks. ;P It was probably one of the best nights of my life.
9. Tell us a funny story: We jinx each other constantly. It almost gets freaky. We finish each other's sentences and it makes us laugh. Ok, so that might not be really funny.. but it's hilarious to us. ;) Also, his work requires him to have walkie talkies.. and my job just got some for communication and his work is right down the road. He found out that he heard me on his walkie one day, figured out the channel and started making inside jokes that I could understand on there. It was super cute. ;)
10. What is your song: I think we have a few. I made him a mixed CD as a gift after we kissed and I put the song, "Posession" by Sarah McLachlan on there, and he said it was during that song that he realized he wanted to make love to me soon. He also loves when I sing "Tonight and the Rest of My Life" at karaoke. I could name a million songs that have some sort of meaning to us.
11. How does your significant other make you feel: He makes me feel beautiful, gorgeous and important. He is my best friend, I can tell him anything, we have so much fun together and we connect on levels I never knew possible. It has been a rough road at times, but what we have together is so worth it.
12. How did you find themoreiloveyou? An interest search. And I was looking for a couples community that might be open-minded to our unusual love story. I get tired of being judged.

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Pregnant [31 Jan 2008|12:22pm]

chrisc_babymama

just thought i would announce that i am pregnant!! Me and chris are expecting a little one on Sept 23rd, 2008. I'm currently six weeks and two days pregnant. 

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[25 Jan 2008|03:45am]

sosurprizing
1. Your Name: Liz
2. Your Partner's Name: Daniel
3. Your Age: 19
4. Their Age: 20

5. How long have you two been together: we've been engaged a month today :]
6. How did you two meet: sad to say, but myspace. but, my friends new his best friend, so ya.
7. Do you see yourself marrying this person: sure do.
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9. Tell us a funny story: I went to the ER [[panic attacks]] where my mother got conformation that yeah, we have been having sex, and after my mom took me and dan to friendlys dan offered my mom the cherry off his sundae and she was like "well you already took one"

10. What is your song: "We Dont Have To Look Back Now" Puddle Of Mudd

11. How does your significant other make you feel: like i am taken care of, and like im the most amazing, beautiful person in the world. he makes me feel happy even when i didnt think i could be, and he makes me feel complete :]

12. How did you find themoreiloveyou? i go through my friends' friends pages and look for communities.

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calvin [20 Jan 2008|02:20pm]

mollyislykradx0
[ mood | anxious ]

1. Your Name: Molly

2. Your Partner's Name: Calvin

3. Your Age: 16

4. Their Age: 16

5. How long have you two been together: 1 month and 15 days

6. How did you two meet: through one of our friends, Andreina :)

7. Do you see yourself marrying this person: Not just yet..

8. Tell us a romantic story: It was almost Winter Break, and I went to Panera to study with my friends for exams, and he works there. I had anticipated to see him there, but he randomly walked up to me with a wrapped present. He told me to open it in front of alllll of my friends. It was a silver bangle with a heart clasp on the top of it. :) The entire thing was just sweet.

9. Tell us a funny story: At school I always get to see him before my 4th period class, and it's pretty far away from where we meet up, so I only can talk for a minute or 2 and he walks me to class because he has lunch. So one day my throat was hurting badly and he insisted on telling me all day that he knows this remedy where if you take honey and eat it, your throat will feel better. And it got to the point where he was just saying it to annoy me, so I jokingly walked away and kept walking and walking to class. Finally I turn around and he's like running after me and I stop and make a whip noise. (Implying that he's whipped) and he just like stopped laughing and walked away. :) hahahahaah it was more of a you had to be there thing, but hilarious.

10. What is your song: We don't really have one official one. We have songs that remind us of each other.

11. How does your significant other make you feel: It's like everything around me stops. Nothing else matters to me when I'm with him - which isn't always a good thing because I make others feel alienated. I feel cared for, safe. Strong. Incredibly respected. Whenever we kiss, it's like I can't stop. I feel like I could go for days and days. I get this incredibly strong feeling in my lips and in my heart.

12. How did you find themoreiloveyou? Looking for someplace to rant about my love :)



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us!!!! <333 :)

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ideas? [16 Jan 2008|01:44am]

xstilldreamingx
[ mood | contemplative ]

i've been trying to think of some things to do for my boyfriend, for valentines day. however, i don't really want to do anything original. i want to do something creative & romantic. the thing is, i'm having a hard time being creative lately. lol. so i was wondering if you guys have any ideas? i'd really appreciate it :]

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[13 Jan 2008|10:16pm]

xstilldreamingx
[ mood | cheerful ]

1. Your Name: Christina
2. Your Partner's Name: Ian
3. Your Age: 20
4. Their Age: 24
5. How long have you two been together: 5 months
6. How did you two meet: through one of our friends. there is a place around here that people hang out, everyone calls it the 'parking lot', which of course, is what it is. well when i started hanging around, i started noticing that very cute boy driving the little red lowered civic, so finally i asked one of our mutual friends, he introduced us, and we hit it off from there.
7. Do you see yourself marrying this person: without a doubt, i know it hasn't been long for us. but we both know in our hearts that it will happen.
8. Tell us a romantic story: the first time he told me he loved me, he had it planned out. he knows how much that stuff means to me, so he picks me up, wouldn't tell me where we were going. he takes me to this park near where i live that was really beautiful. there was a lake with water fountains in it. and everything was lit up, and as i was looking out at everything. he put his arm around me and told me he loved me.
9. Tell us a funny story: we were walking down the stairs one day, and i'm very clumsy. well i was walking down behind him and i slipped and started sliding down them and slid into him and knocked him down with me. we both got up laughing so hard we could barely breathe
10. What is your song: that's been a tough one to decide, because there are so many songs that remind us both of each other
11. How does your significant other make you feel: he makes me feel wanted, and loved. he's always telling me how much he loves me and how beautiful i am. he makes me feel safe, everytime he holds me i feel like no-one in the world could hurt me as long as he's around. when he kisses me, i go weak. he makes me feel invincible, always incouraging everything i want to do.
12. How did you find themoreiloveyou? i was searching around for a couples community and this one caught my eye

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i love you [11 Jan 2008|09:45am]

chrisc_babymama
 I love him more every day...

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1. Your Name:
Lina

2. Your Partner's Name:
Chris

3. Your Age:
18

4. Their Age:
15 (16 in march)

5. How long have you two been together: 
2 years

6. How did you two meet: 
started out as a long distance relationship over the phone through a mutual friend of ours until september 2007 when we met in person

7. Do you see yourself marrying this person:
yes

8. Tell us a romantic story: 
He wrote a story about our relationship at school and gave me a copy of it

9. Tell us a funny story:  
There was one time we were taking a shower together and he fell out and got tangled up in the shower curtain!!!

10. What is your song: 
Bed- J.Holiday

11. How does your significant other make you feel: 
Like i have a best friend and a lover that will always be there and makes me a better person.

12. How did you find themoreiloveyou? 
I was looking for a place with people who have someone in their life that they love as much i love chris


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[17 Nov 2006|09:01pm]

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[16 Aug 2006|11:12pm]
lovedandhurt
Hi everyone. I MUST FIRST SAY, THANK YOU FOR STOPPING BY...please continue to read if you are interested ...because this will be an interesting rollercoaster of events. I will be detailed, honest, fairly unbiased (although I will have my raging of anger and outbursts), and mostly ..I will be needing YOUR HELP. Read it , laugh, weep, critisize, whatever ...but remember that I am human, you are human, we all need advice and this is my way of getting it......I will not get much help ..I might get tons..I might get critisized but I just want help. If by all means, I can touch you or we can share experiences and advice, then that is even better. Subscribe to me. I doubt I'll ever reveal my identity because this journal will be detailed to the fullest. Maybe one day, maybe considering I expect to be with him foreverANDever. But remember, I am loved and hurt. Its an ongoing cycle. Our relationship isnt deep in waters, but we argue about everything you can think of.....please continue reading.

This journal will be the rollercoaster of me and my boyfriend's ongoing relationship. It is hard to spit out all the details of our relationship right now, but it will come along and all the ends will meet in due time. In short, we have been going out for almost two years now and we love each other to death. He is my best guy friend, and were different from most other couples in the way that we do basically everything together. We cry together, play arcade games together, read together, study together, talk about our deepest fears.. desires ... secrets with each other, we even have sex with each other (not susposed to be funny..although coincidentally it is!), we are truly in love and I believe he is the one for me. I have been involved in three other serious relationships..I have learned a lot from those. (will write more on that in due time) , he has had dates but I am his first real girlfriend and that is why I think he is lacking the skills and pumps necessary to drive our relationship into a successful one. Not only do we do everything together, we argue A LOT. I mean ....we argue every other time we see each other. We get lucky if for a week..we don't argue. But that dosnt happen often since I find stuff to pick at.

Sometimes ..(and maybe im right), I think why we argue so much is because I argue so much...and that I need to fix something in myself...maybe I am dealing with self-identity issues andI am bringing them into the relationship by finding things to argue about....we will find out (hopefully) in due time if this is correct..but for now I am furious. We argue like crazy, and its not even about REAL things . For example, we dont cheat on each other and argue about that (by the way we would never cheat on each other) , its not like we abused each other or anything crazy like that. We argue about STUFF. Daily stuff you would think someone wouldnt get mad over, but you do anyways.

And so right now, why I am sometimes unhappy about our relationship is because he dosnt act like a MAN, i dont know if its because that is how he is , or its because he dosnt have relationship experience? Perhaps both? .....but I shall explain that another time as well. There is way too much to explain. Basically, I always take initiative, I always make the plans, I always want the hug or the kiss, I always am the SMART one, he's the smart ass. ....On the other hand, he is most sweetest adorablest guy Ill ever MEET , EVER. And although he dosnt show he cares much, I know he does...but it hurts.
Im loved and hurt. (Am I even using the correct grammar?)




SO HERE IS TODAY'S SCENARIO:

WE ARGUED.

I havnt had a real outing with him for over a week because I had been out of town, so when we met up, it was like love in the air.....we hugged kissed, watched tv.....he had 'plans ' for me which turned out tobe a $15 lunch from pat N oscars that he had brought home for us to eat...(which by the way was delicious) I kind of got frustrated that he wasnt home on time..I had to wait approx. 5 min outside in the hot sun while he was susposedly 'dropping off mail' (which in fact, he was getting the food), I wish he had timed it right ...I mean he knew what time I was getting there...he had all the time in the world.......but he waited last minute to shower and everything.....but anyway we enjoyed our food tremendously and then we made love. It was exciting, although I wished he used his hands to grasp me more and hold me tigher instead of letting me get the orgasm myself...(I felt like I was doing myself) But he knows...I just hate having to tell him again and again. ...maybe next time. All in all, it was a great love making session...

AH BUT WAIT, the TV WAS ON. I always mention to him to NOT HAVE THE TV on. It is distracting to hear news or laughter in the background when all I want to hear is his pants, moans and our skin rubbing against each other oh so lovingly...*sighs* maybe next time?

We took a nap after that, and when I woke up I felt extremely flustered and hot. It was heating up in the room (perhaps the window drapes were preventing the wind from coming in the room)....and my neck hurt because the pillow had been on the floor the entire time...my head hurt because I am on my monthly cycle (No , I am not PMSING)......I immediately looked at the time and saw that it was close to 6:45pm...I had to be home at 10 and we still had hours to go and things to do...I told him I had to get gas and go to the bank....why did he sleep with me? Why couldnt he just lay there next to me...he didnt tell me he was going to be sleeping too. Time wasted.....I saw the pillow on the ground and complained that why was the pillow on the ground.....my neck had been hurting. I looked over at the fan and saw it rotating ...why wasnt it in place I asked? I saw the food we ate still left on the ground (he has no furniture)....WHY ???It would rott..why waste money??!

He responded ..and said that he didnt know he was going to sleep either....he said he cant predict when I need the pillow and he said why cant I ask for the fan to blow a certain way. He immediately (and rudely) grabbed the food and put it in the fridge. I felt as though he should have been MAN enough and realized how hot it was in the room and had the fan blowing in our direction to begin with.....(not all across the room), we should have made sure I had a pillow to sleep on....and he should have common sense and put the food in the fridge.

Anyway, we headed over to the bank (I was still frustrated..perhaps because of my headache and neck ache) and then to the mall. I did not know why we headed to the mall but he explained he wanted to take initiative because if he had asked ..I would not have answered or cared. Good choice I thought. And so during our walk to enter the mall, I tried to make things up and apologized for the way I had been acting (although I still cearly thought it was mostly his fault for those things that happened at his room)....But i was truly sory for the way I put my feelings out like that...I touched him and continued to walk normally...he didnt want to hear it and simply said 'things are going to be fixed magically' ...and so I got mad. WHY? because everytime i try to fix something..my fault or not...he dosnt let me and then when i get SUPER furious....he finally wants to. WHY? I am so mad , that I dont want to fix things..not at that moment anyway. ..and so I walked a little slower...and a little faster and back and forth..he noticed...we entered the mall where I walked through Robinsons May. He had been behind me, but when I turned around..he was GONE

YES GONE.

I was EVEN MORE FRUSTRATED. How could he just leave me??? I knew he must be getting a drink because we were both thirsty but I was not 100% sure. And plus, how could he just leave me???????? 10 minutes later (I was in the store looking around , frustrated) he calls me and asks me where am I at. I asked him what he heck he was doing...he said he had gotten a drink..and i said 'you couldnt tell me that?..you had to leave me..walk away from me...??..what is wrong with you...' BY THE WAY, this was the 2nd time he did this walking away from me at the mall thing when we were mad at each other..and I told him to not do it again.........

and so i hung up saying that if he left me, he was to find me. I continued romaing the mall when he continued calling me asking where I was...I did not tell him....I mean he did leave me why is he going to ask me where I am when he LEFT ME??? .....to make the long story short...half an hour later he found me and I insisted that I wanted to go home at that moment. He asked me if I would like to drink some of the drink he bought..I looked over at it and realized it had been halfway druken. HE KNEW IT WAS THIRSTY..my head had hurted ..I had been craving juice....but he had drank most of it ....left me and now is giving me that crap. NO WAY.......He drove back to his place where I stormed up to his room grabbed my stuff and headed to my car..he kept following me and asked me to stay in the room and watch tv with him ..to 'fix things' and i refused..said I had to get gas and go home.and he let me drive off. I drove around the corner and got so furious I broke down.......

I love him so much.........and I know he loves me but I can't control how I feel about what he does sometimes...he makes me mad and frustrated SO MUCH. after 5 min I call him and he says he is at the gas station looking for me...but I am not there. I told him that I wasnt there...and he asked where I was...I said that its none of his business and hung up. 10 minutes later I head to the gas station , didnt see him got gas then headed back to his place hoping he was there......I had given in to temptation and wanted to talk to him....hoping he would see me so sad and strucken with fear and hurt....his car was not there. I had called and he told me he was at my house.........

WHAT IS WRONG WITH HIM? He assumed too fast, TOO WRONG. I got furious again and told him not to wait for me, driving to my house wasnt going to fix things and who said that waitin at my house meant that I would get out to talk to him? He said he had been driving 90 and swerving in between cars to catch up with me......I HATE IT WHEN HE PUTS HIS LIFE IN DANGER. its not the first time he did this...if something were to happen to him ID FEEL SO BAD SO HORRIBLE...and not even that....just the thought of the higher risk of losing him hurts so much that he could just put his life out like that.......using his car (sporty car by the way) to race across the freeway......that put me in a more horrible mood.

When I got nearly home, I spotted his car and drove past it and parked. He proceeded to walk up to the car and asked if I could unlock the door. I did so....we argued and talked and argued. i poked fun at his car, and he poked fun at mine but at the end.....he left. He left me again, walked away. Its what he does best. So I told him his car was a piece of crap ( didnt mean that) but I knew it would get him in the right place.......its funny how he does all these things to me and it dosnt seem to mean so much but when I mention his car ..he tells me 'I cant believe yousaid that about my car...no one says that.....I HAVE TO LEAVE' ......HE WALKED AWAY FROM ME ......and I broke down for a while......hoping to see his face at my windowshield begging for a conversation..I would have apologized and cried and wept..and been happy....we probably would have made up but I didnt see anything but darkness..the trees and the water that surrounded my burning eyes. My heart hurted so much. I mean if argue about all these little things...what will it be like when we argue about the big stuf? when we live together? ..But i love him so much.......but we argue all the time..but I KNOW were meant tobe together FOREVER AND EVER. I KNOW HE WANTS TO BE WITH ME.......were inseperable but under the happiness is a heart that is halfway broken...lovedandhurt(ed)..........

what is wrong with me? why cant i be so understanding? why cant he be a man? .....I know ill never find anyone like him. I dont want to lose him. I know he dosnt want to lose me. I just need help.......I just need help. What do I do, what should I do? He is probably asleep right now....he has work tommorow morning...........Im tired of taking initiative..im tired of calling him names and making him feel like shit, although thats how i feel like sometimes...shit..he treats me like shit. For the most part, he dosnt ..why does it have tobe so complicated?

confusing isnt it? there is so much more to us...

stay tuned.
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Hello all! [19 Nov 2005|11:29pm]

carebearqt86
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Hey I put mine in a lj-cut it's just what I am use to. Sorry if that bothers anyone :)

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[12 Nov 2005|01:45pm]

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Hello. I just joined and thought I'd introduce myself.

1. Your Name: Jamie
2. Your Partner's Name: Joseph
3. Your Age: Almost 19
4. Their Age: 18

5. How long have you two been together: Two years and two months.
6. How did you two meet: Believe it or not, on the internet.
7. Do you see yourself marrying this person: Absolutely.
8. Tell us a romantic story: His family asked me to go on their summer-long cross-country vacation last year. We were in Montana, which is absolutely gorgeous, and he and I made our way to the top of one of these really big medicine rocks. The sun was setting and we just stood there, holding each other. It was where he told me he was going to marry me. I don't know how romantic you may think that is but the setting was just perfect and it was just .. perfect.
9. Tell us a funny story: Honestly, I don't really have a funny story. We just have so many inside jokes that are only funny to us.
10. What is your song: "It's not hard to dream, you'll always be my Konstantine." -- Konstantine by Something Corporate.
11. How does your significant other make you feel: Amazing. Beautiful. Like I can do anything. Complete

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[07 Nov 2005|03:27pm]

heighlo
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1. Your Name: Ashley
2. Your Partner's Name: Richard
3. Your Age: 20
4. Their Age: 21

5. How long have you two been together: 5 YEARS!
6. How did you two meet: We met through friends when we were 15 and 16 years old ... and I've loved him ever since! our anniversary is on December 9, 2000
7. Do you see yourself marrying this person: Definiately! Sometime SOON hopefully!

8. Tell us a romantic story: I used to have glow in the dark stars as a border in my bedroom and one day Richard came over and went up to my room but wouldn't tell me when he was doing. He called me up after and as I walked in he closed the lights, started playing ' The power of Love ' and we slow danced under the stars.

9. Tell us a funny story: One after I got off school early and decided to surprise Richard by waiting for him at the corner of his street... Little did I know, he was doing the same thing. He got off early and was waiting for me at the corner of my street. After waiting for almost an hour he called me and we realized we were just standing around for nothing. We met up half way and went back to my house to spend some time together. Needless to say, we let eachother know in advance when and where we will be meeting one another.

10. What is your song: Thank you for Loving Me - Bon Jovi

11. How does your significant other make you feel: COMPLETE :D

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